cRuShEd!

today got home by 4
im still sick
my flu have not reside
and being in class which is air con
worsen my flu.

gosh..
today buka at home
bought mee goreng
not much of appettite tough
jus filling up the tummy
haish..

den
got another belated birthday present
by them.
nice bag.
mind u it is OP
nice combination of colours
i really loike
thankie u
but then they want to
go and have a bite
both walk front
and left me behind alone
i felt like a nobody.
gosh!
K fine
I DESERVED TO BE LEFT OUT
wat make me be like this
i cant take it no more
so i said to them
i got to go home.
there! BYE
u noe how i felt that time?
do u noe?
how hurts it felt inside
my hearts felt so crushed
and....
no words can described it more

but den
i did msg them
saying sorry
and even i say
i do left out
they call, sms
i just say.
u guys go on with it
i just cant take it..

crying out loud in my heart!