this is~

Bismillah

well lets see..
today i've learnt something..
but i'm not sure myself..
am i being too mean?
well sumtimes
i dont know if i make mistake
i need somone to point it out
so that i'll noe..
maybe i jus too me..
need more petunjuk..

hmm ntah la..
maybe i just make someone
angry.. maybe i didnt meant to..
i really didnt meant it..
haiz...
i felt guilty..
dont know y...
i cant breathe at times.
out of my mind...
hmmm..

to fara:


All my life I had been looking for something, and
everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what
it was. I accepted their answers too, though they
were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.
I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking
everyone except myself questions which I, and
only I, could answer. It took me a long time and
much painful boomeranging of my expectations
to achieve a realization everyone else appears to
have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.
~Ralph Ellison, "Battle Royal"

We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others
that in the end we become disguised to ourselves.
~François Duc de La Rochefoucauld

"Be yourself" is about the worst advice you can give some people.
~Tom Masson

Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim.
Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.
~Harvey Fierstein

Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
~Dr. Seuss

galfren.. cheer up orites..
we all are here for u..